New Year. New Update. New Direction

New Year.
New Update.
New Direction

Last year was excited with the abroad study, but now, that feeling was gone, and now maybe just excited with travel, maybe already be used to? or actually just like that? but actually I do not care at all... now just enjoy it.

How is the Winter Break?

My Big Christmas Present was the trip to Finland - Lapland from my parents, i can't forget 2015 Christmas, the best gift ever, i first time visit the snow country, full of white scene, everything is white and cool.  When my first step in the snow, it was feel like awesome, and this is part of my dream.

Journey At UK

Is a good start to learn new things and new life in UK(England), actually is gonna sad is had to leave my everything for during this time, and what i like here is, they are such of many nationality here, and i met a people like British, Germany, Jordan, Hong Kong, China and Taiwan and also Malaysian. And absolutely is the weather here, quite cold here. (but i like, why? is because Malaysia too hot, every day is like a summer)

Journey at UK

Most of their culture here compare with Malaysia is, they are lot of people like to drink beer and chilling at bar, and Malaysian like to chilling at mamak restaurant, and every Friday and Saturday night is like a party day, everyone is coming out at night and go to the club or bar have a beer or happy hours like a party.

I like their bulding and architecture, is quiet beautiful and elegant. they are different type of building, castle and church here. 

Another thing that i should mention is they don't have any 24 hours shop, restaurant or store over here. So its hard to find a food when during night time, and they are many fries food over here, its hard to find a healthy food over here.

How is the people in UK?

For what i know and what see is, some of them are over friendly, but some of them are over racist, very hard to define who they are, but just leave the mind of racist, we are still a humanist. 

But i quiet like their staff here, because every their staff is keep smiling everyday and always like to say: cheers, thank you, lovely, excellent.

2015 再见马来西亚

2015 再见马来西亚

9月就是时候开始新的旅程，什么旅程呢，就是我的英国读书之旅，所以需要让自己在外国学习如何独立和生存了，毕竟人生路不熟，也许需要一段时间来学习如何适应那里的环境吧，希望有好多好事情会发生。大学就是University of Sunderland

所以朋友，再见啦~反正我的朋友会有习惯没有我在的日子，总觉得要离开的就离开要留下的就留下，可是我能确定的是总有些朋友会不知不觉的断了和你联系，可是都没关系，因为我亲身知道;会留在自己身边的朋友都是关系很好的。。

最近让我领悟到什么叫做真正的朋友，什么是在面前看似''朋友''却总是利用人家的''朋友''

在这一年的年中我想说的是，人越大遭遇的事情就会越来越多，只是看自己如何去解决这些事情.....

人是需要懂得如何分对或者错，看似不应该抓紧的东西，就放开吧，该抓紧的，就把它给紧紧的拥着。

都不一样了

都长大了....都不一样了

2014 的结束

2014 年已经结束了，很多东西已经不能再拖延了

去年真的让我学习的很多，也让我看见得不少，每个人都有每个人不同的生活和观念，当然最有趣的也是他们的故事，我很喜欢聆听朋友或者人家的故事，有时在他们的故事会有极大的领受，和安慰，但也有负面的故事，朋友和朋友之间互相分享故事时也可以互相鼓励对方，也许这就是为何大家都爱''分享''的原因吧。学习仔细安静地聆听，会有很好的果效

其实在去年真的感觉自己的变化非常大，比以前静了许多，感谢主带领，让我适可而止懂得阻止我什么话应该说什么话不应该说，而且学会节制的生活真的让我学习到很多，让我懂放下不重要的事情，让我看重重要的事情。

不知为什么总觉得上帝在很多事情上都磨练我，在2014 年中，有很多''小人''出现在我身边，让我少与身边的好朋友接触，或被误会之内的事情。但，我还是坚持用祷告的心，站立得住，毕竟我的人就是那种，走得正站得正的人，半夜敲门也不怕的人，虽然有很多人不会明白，但是真正明白你的人，基本上是不需要多解释他就知道你的为人是如何了，何必理会其他人如何去想自己是怎样。毕竟你所在做的任何事情，上帝都知道，不需要解释。

总之呢，2014 已经告一段落//

2015 给自己的目标就是出国念书，除了主和家人这就是对我来说是第二非常重要不过的了.....

节制的生活

去年的我不懂得什么是节制结果什么活动或者朋友的约会都参加，结果搞得自己不懂得分辨好坏对错，感谢主，今年上帝让我学会懂得节制后懂得让我分辨得出什么是假好人什么是真好人

英文~！ 我要把你给干了~！！

英文~！ 我要把你给干了~！！

最近要开始放弃一些事情来攻我的英文科了，因为要申请外国留学需要很好的英文水准，也需要很好的portfolio来预备我的presentation...所以最近都会变得非常的忙，不懂到底是否有人知道我到底为何说忙呢？
也许我要把我每天几乎会做的事情写下来，其他人才会明白为何我会说忙吧

星期一 工作(9.30am - 7.15pm) + 预备folio (8.30pm - 12pm)
星期二 工作(9.30am - 7.15pm) + 预备folio (8.30pm - 12pm)
星期三 工作(9.30am - 7.15pm) + 小组 (8.30pm - 11pm)
星期四 工作(9.30am - 7.15pm) + 英文课 (8.30pm - 11pm)
星期五 工作(9.30am - 7.15 pm) + 祷告会 (8.30pm - 11pm)
星期六 预备folio(12pm - 5pm)  +主日聚会(8.30pm - 11pm)
星期日 英文训练(12pm - 3pm)


其余时间都是在驾车或者睡觉时间

所以这就是为什么我会说忙了.... =.= 或许也可以这么说，年少不努力老大徒悲伤吧....